Psychedelic Slippers

.. ....on a gift titled nothing congratulations. you have received a gift titled nothing . Absolutely nothing. this is the ultimate in minimalism. less is more. more is less. Nothing is precious, nothing is simple , nothing is sacred. open the pack and be enthralled when nothing happens. allow nothing to flow through your mind and calm ur soul. savour the moment. soon you will discover that nothing really is so much better than something .

Its easy to believe in someone. its easy to close your eyes and blind urself to reality. its easy to rely on someone. its easy to accuse , easy to hold someone else accoutnable for everything that happens to u. its easy to blame someone when things happen to you... its difficult to own up . its difficult to accept, to be responsible ., to take responsibilities . its difficult to think of your own tomorrow! today i have a roof over ma head. i have a hand over me , a hand to hold, a hand to guide .....tomorrow i shall be alone! when a bird takes its first flight into the sky..it's filled with a sense of freedom , cos then its looking only at the open sky, and clouds and beyond...it knows theres so much to fly towards! but alas! there's a price to pay .... "where the caterpillar sees its end, the butterfly finds a new beginning" .... the price to pay is the coccoon its the rule of nature i guess... growing up has a price to pay. but the worth of things t...

m on the tip of an iceberg, n nex moment m gonna tip over n fall into deep cold waters....... theres still hope(?) still a chance , i think---a step back may be or one infront? the floor cracks beneath ma feet 2 of one, 4 of 2 n then so forth beyond ma count choose... screams a voice RIGHT or LEFT? (the question of ma lyf) the clock ticks in microseconds... i cn feel life in slow motion... undecided..... m still on the tip of an iceberg, n nex moment m gonna tip over n fall into deep cold waters!!!!!!!!

this an ode to one of the bestest guys i hav met in my life.... shreyas. he is gonna be 20 soon on 28th may , n i don think i wil b able to write on that day.. ( cos thats the day our sem 6 exam begins) Shreyas is synonymous with "lets do it" . he is one of the people u can count on always. he lets people assume stuff about him-- esp. assume he is an idiot . he lets people take him for granted .... and a lot of people do ( many a time, me too!) he enjoys being there for people. he is alwes there to help, n when it comes to that he doesn care who is askin for it... its like something has programmed him to help people. he is a person with "zero ego" he is always ready fr stuff.... then may it be jus hangin ard after coll, a dinner, picnic or a tech fest! its jus a matter of a call... n puff there he is right with you in no time! at first sight... m sure not many of you will like him... he'll appear to you like some wannabe ... with all the stuff he tries...

dint expect maself to be writing today...bt then thers smtin... i am 20 now... the younger one in the house.... so after 20 years of being the youngest... i suddenly hav to bear up wid a younger sis!!! ok bear up is nt the very right word to use... bt let it be tat way.. cos thats how it makes me feel sometimes... i have alwes been like an inductor... resistant to change. i change gradually! so when this sudden change came in my life.. when all of a sudden i had a 12 year old sis to cope up with... my world started shaking...or rather my home. cos of ma studies i spend most of ma week away from home. weekends have alwes been asscoiated with home for me... with lots of time wid ma parents.. n doin stuff jus betn the three of us ( my bro used to study out so he was rarely at home). then suddenly there was this fourth person. n now i have to share most of my stuff with her. starts wid ma room...ma time.. ... .ma parents!!!! bt it isnt all those things that matter me most.. what matters i...

been long time since i wrote. been tryin to study. ya tryin to.. it takes effort these days but its so elusive to think about other things when u r sitting with the book. the world outside is suddenly more beautiful, n everything besides the book more interesting... i can see the shore frm ma netted window... n all i can think of is enjoying the goan summer out ther!  GOAN summer... i seem to hav forgotten what it is since i joined engg. the april ends in submissions, n the may in disastrous exams! i look at the monkeys dancing outside ma wondow.... feel like they jumping around outside jus to say we can and u cant!!!! never felt more imprisoned. its alwes been a habit for me to dream abt post exams stuff with ma book open... i spend a lot of time talkin to maself, n everything around me. but this time i find myself thinking more of wat m gonna do in ma last year in coll... amazingly i was even preparing ma good bye speech.  but what disturbs me most is when i think of life after that....

QUOTABLE QUOTES i picked these up from amruta's blog... they are not inspirational.. they are jus those straight on ur face facts! "Don't attempt to run from the past, it is always behind you.!" "You can't build a reputation on what you're going to do" "Those who drink to drown their sorrows should be taught that sorrows know how to swim." "A professional is someone who can do his best work when he doesn't feel like it." "Democracy is three wolves and one sheep voting on what to have for supper!!" :-)) "Examine what is said, not who speaks!" "Optimists and Pessimists equally contribute to our society….Optimists make the aeroplanes, pessimists make the parachutes!" "Preach the Gospel at all times … if necessary, use words!" "In communism, man oppresses man.In capitalism, it's the other way around. " "What the caterpillar calls the end, the butterfly calls the beginning....

the loneliest day of ma life 30 th April 08 its the end of the academic year!!! tomorow is officially the last day of the semester... and also of the most awaited year in colg...ma Third year! was it long hoped? i don remember, thoughts of the life before being a T.E. are pretty obscure today! to say it was the most dynamic year of ma life. it was a year of misunderstandings, of misconceptions, of pride, of running around, of begging, arguing, quarelling, debating, crying, enjoying, fucking up...... (the list is long) a really long year! with our annual gathering.. i thot it all had finally ended, no more being responsible!!!!!!!!... for stuff thats nt related to u, but it wasnt! we had another event to do.... i had no endurance left in me, and the last thing to piss me off was probably the lack of interest by the masses. there is a large chunk of people out there.. who are stubborn! they know precisely how not to think! they have reasons beyond logic. they have principles that sway ...