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mat poocho yun ki hua hai kya
aaj hum chup hain
keh de , to kahin kal tum chup na ho jao.

why is it easier to open ur heart out to a stranger, to tel them ur deepest darkest secrets while u face jus the opposite when confrontin a near n dear one.

its wrong to lie, to deceive, to cheat, but then everyone does it. Krishna said u can speak a lie, if the lie is going to serve a greater good.

i dunno wat greater good is, but i knw that the smallest of lies hav ruined many goods.

why is it still difficult to alwes speak the truth?

i love you. i dont tell u something for your own good. but u wont take it tat way. u'd feel i am deceiving u, or i dont trust u wholly.... n now i knw m in a fix. It doesn matter if i tel u the truth or dont, either way i lose!
i dont see any greater good here, so should i tel u or should i not? i find a story for u that serves the purpose.i promise to tel u the truth, at the right time.

i choose to live with u, with a lie on my face n a secret in my heart; over losing u with a slap on my face. m i right?

i justify my actions, bt then i knw smwer i hav hurt myself, n some day the same truth shall hurt u!
i stick to the lie, til i myself start beleivin in it.

n when u shall confront some day, i shall tell u the truth, n plead....
"cos i love you.
i chose to live with u, with a lie on my face n a secret in my heart; over losing u with a slap on my face.
was i wrong? "
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August 1, 2008 at 6:36 PM
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