crazy thoughts in the middle of the night IV

jus thinkin drives u crazy at times. wats more scary losing someone or being driven insane by the thought of losing someone? why do we become more confused as we grow up... how do we define our wants n needs, or is it jus a blurred merge of one into the other... n we walk on it ...an obscure line that divides two nothings.

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omsherryom said…

I wake -up in the morning with fear

for I had a dream last night

the dream had me

with my friends & my dear ones

and suddenly i saw myself alone
and where had everyone gone?

i fear loosing my loved ones

i fear missing my friends

i fear loosing my emotions

i fear loosing my senses

i fear living alone

i fear my not being right

so i fear daylight!

read more: http://omsherryom.wordpress.com/2009/02/25/day-time-fears/

June 24, 2009 at 4:16 PM

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