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it rained

so after scribbling here early mornin... i went to bed.. n then there was this loud sound... THUNDER!!!!!

i slept again..i jus assumed i was dreaming.. was too resistant to react to it...

n then ... IT STARTED POURING.... like it was june o july... being peak heat id left all windows open... n there were these millions of droplets of water comin in...
mom got up n went to see outside. mus hav been some 4.30 o 5 tat tym

i lay in bed, seeping the sights of wat i cud probably call the first rain.
i wanted to go grab my cam... shit dad took it... :(( never missed it so much

i went out today... (not somethin i usually do durin exam prep hols, i don even step out of ma house!!!)... n it loooked beautifuuuuuuulllllll....

everything was so fresh... as if everythin were smiling :) the flowers, the leaves.. the sky.. the sea!! there was this strikin contrast all around bright green v/s dull grey

i wish so much i cud put a pic out here...

(gtg bac to books... i don want to... i d rather go sit on the swing n see the monkeys play... theyd probably be savouring this weather at the moment.. n m trapped in here.. to look at those free creatures through this netted window of ma room.)

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