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i can laugh at it all

i can laugh at it all, strings, loops, conditions... the 22 years.. of do's n whiles if, if only, or if , if not if then, and if, for if, if else arrayed<--> disarrayed, the 22 years.. unformatted, erred, corrected, cleared lost-->found-->revived the attempts,the recoveries the 22 years.. bad files, corrupt sectors, lost strings failed reads n writes, failed saves... i can laugh at it all cos it was worth it the 22 years.. of everything, and not everything as time raises the curtain over ME 22.0

Road not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that, the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back . I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence:

crazy thoughts in the middle of the night - V

i have got so used to rambling on fb n twitter, that rambling out here has become very rare!! m in such a foul mood right now! like i can explode on the next person i come across... can feel the mercury in my head rising ... its just upto the rim. counting works, only til it drops a lil , n then i wonder why m counting so slow.... its like move, move, move... move to something fun, something better, something tat doesn't make me wanna convince u how miserable a soul on planet earth u are! i was ok a minute ago... a minute n a half ago. 2 minutes ago, n now m all ticked off!! like totally pissed with nothing that's something right now!!! uggghh !!! n the phone rings

beach walk

aft a long time.. beach walk in the evening. twas really a long walk! alone though, with ma 2 fav companions, ma ipod n ma cam! a few clicks of the evening

It's complicated!

Was thinking of editing my fb profile, the relationships drop down menu provides an option for the confused souls "its complicated".... Its a phrase we hear all too often these days... it could mean one of many things, of course depending on context. I think those are the most convenient 2 words to cover up a lot of what u don't wanna say straight on the face Its just another way of saying save me the trouble of explaining it! and anyway why should we. I don't get this whole idea of trying to define scopes and limitations of relationships or for that matter the course of most of the things... or life in general! You do something if you want to, don't do it if u don't want to, where is there any scope for saying "i should" or "shouldn't" be doing something; and what holds you from doing or not doing something . We all love drawing lines, but wouldn't it be more appropriate that you see the space you require n then dra

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish

one of my friends gave me this link . its the commencement address at Stanford by Steve Jobs, excerpts from it ...you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life. .. ...No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. ... ...Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let t

long time

its well over a month.....m quite out of words!! i gues s there's a lot to catch up! Post gate life s just been running... we had these awesome buddy times for like a week o so ( uptil holi ).. roaming, talking , FUn , just like college days... sorted out out differences wit some people , got in differences wit some... spiffer times started back !!! i have been planning on a morning walk since 15 th Feb , but by the time i rise , the sun's well up in the sky, n its too hot to step out.. its getting hotter by the day, thank god m close to the sea, at least there s breeze whole day! i spend the whole day waiting fr evening, thats when i walk out, sometimes aimlessly down to the beach! sometimes catch up wit frens ... but its like everyone besides me has something o the other to do! i am limited by transport options here... getting out of the jungle, n returning back to it is always an issue!!! (jungle== where i stay) besides i read just one book in all these da

An excerpt from “The Fountainhead” by Ayn Rand

“I was thinking of people who say that happiness is impossible on earth, look how hard they struggle to find some joy in life. Look how they struggle for it. Why should any living creature exist in pain? By what conceivable right can anyone demand that a human being exist for anything but his own joy? Every one of them wants it. Every part of him wants it. But they never find it. I wonder why. They whine and say they don’t understand the meaning of life. There’s a particular kind of people that I despise. Those who seek some sort of a higher purpose or ‘universal goal’, who don’t know what to live for, who moan they must ‘find themselves’. You hear it all around us. That seems to be the official bromide of our century. Every book you open, every drooling self confession, it seems to be the noble thing to confess. I’d think it would be the most shameful one.” “Look Gail,” Roark got up, reached out for a thick branch off a tree, held it in both hands, one fist closed at each end, then hi