Psychedelic Slippers

i am still 17 and you a nascent dream like unicorns, n toothfairies n wishing wells.. you walk past me ignorant, unaware, free oblivious tat i am, with greedy eyes a longing heart tat burns me through n through i could eat u whole o u could kill me if u knew i can dream dreams that can never be and live in you, like nothings changed--nothing will!! ...cos i am still 17 like when we met and "it" still skips a beat when i see you

An exam took me to Bengaluru ( Blore henceforth) over the weekend. i had my first solitary air travel. i love travelling, though i would have preferred travelling by train o bus, but air travel it was. somehow travelling by train o bus, feels more like real travelling. :D i love to see the gradually changing landscapes, as one merges into another, and you move through it. when you see all this from amidst the clouds, it all looks like part of a dollhouse.. n then soon everything is clouded (like literally) so my Blore trip wasn't much of travel, it was like a quick business trip. a car to pick me up n transport around . though i would have enjoyed the occasional hunting around for a taxi n directions. i reached the guest house at around 4.30. Long roads, nothing picturesque as such, though from the plane i noted a lot of palm plantations, the road showed nothing of it. for some time i tried to see which way the car was heading, note landmarks n stuff, but soon it all f

how do u feel searching for something believing you lost it, while it was never there in the first place! for the last 2 days i ve been in a miserable state, cos i believed i had lost a vital document. it all began 2 days ago, on a sweaty summer afternoon, post lunch,as i was lazing on the sofa. Dad: so have u filled all your forms Me: in progress, i need to xerox n send documents Dad: ok, when u gonna do tat Me: tomorrow. then i begin collecting my documents. marksheets--> check birth certificate--> check score card--> (3--2--1)...... untraceable the next 3 hours were spent in turning the house upside down, searched like every nook n cranny, every book, even newspapers n dustbin... it just wasnt anywhere. i could tell you the exact place i last saw it, over a week ago, n now it just wasnt there. Mom searching, me searching 3 hours-- nothing!!! by the end of it i was totally demoralised and had lost hope on ever finding it. post-tea... dad: any luck? me: NO. i just cant find i