Psychedelic Slippers

m standin on a cliff the waves soarin beneath my feet as if to pull them.... to take me away i stare at the sky... u wud say its blue...bt its al grey to me next moment its a canvas n the sea a mirror! someone paints a smile in the sky... ...n d sky smiles down the sea smiles up... ...n the waves carry the smiles to shores! they come to me tooo..... soaring beneath my feet as if ..to pull them..to take me away i smile back... the grey turns orange---yellow--red---pink! the colors mingle wid the air... n the air is ..orange--yellow-red--pink n i breathe in colors .....as de bcum a part of me n breathe out grey .... the waves stil soarin it my feet as if to pull them....to take me away i stare at the sky...again its dark... i wonder wher the grey s gone? i luk down at the waves soarin beneath my feet as if to pull the " GREY " ...to take it " AW AY "

its nt an original...bt kinda liked it!!! It's the end of an era when dreams die, or rather when dreams mutate into nightmares - the goals that I have set seem untenable somehow: either as far as distant planets never to be reached or else so easily achieved that there's shame in claiming them: like stooping to grab a penny someone's dropped in the street. I am trapped in this situation, like a butterfly sandwiched in glass, and my efforts to escape bring myself only pain - I don't know who I am. I see the mirror show a stranger and my own dreams seem alien to me, like foreign implants that cannot belong... sometimes i wish that I was still unborn, a foetal potential who still had a chance, instead of the jaded adult that I have become and if I could turn back time by rewinding the reel before replaying, then perhaps Chaos Theory could trace another path one that may not terminate in such darkness.

Its been some time since my last post…..but I was preoccupied with other matters… Back to ma writin What is the difference between addiction n habit…if any!! The first thing that I turned to for an answer was a dictionary! In the GREAT DICTIONARY (no adjective, the dictionary I refer is itself called the GREAT DICTIONARY…nt oxford, m a bit unorthodox) i found this: ADDICTED is defined as being physically dependant on a certain thing, or, being devoted to a particular interest or activity HABIT was defined as a settled or regular tendency or practice!! This may sound drab, n my reader may wonder what I am heading to, but I have a point to make, n I hope you bear up wid me The definitions above are not complete, what about mental dependence? I come to the crux of the matter now!! SMOKING: is it an addiction or a habit? its not supposed to make u mentally dependent...but then ppl do behave lyk they r aft some tym...lyk i need a cig to think, to relieve ma tension!!